it was a total dread when i knew i'm posted to 1 Guards
1stly it has a convertion course which many feared
2ndly the idea of chionging xtra was not my cup of tea
3rdly i was posted as a mortar platoon commander
after training for 9 mths to be a rifle platoon commander, it sucks to know that u can't apply wad u have learnt, but have to relearn more things
lastly the fact that being a trainee for another 1 mth doesnt seem to arouse me esp when i've been a trainee already 1 year of my life

the next thing that happen was
they told me i was no more a mortar platoon commander
i've spent the past 1 mth psyching up myself
picturing the good things that i can have as a mortar PC
now they break my mind by telling me i'm goin to a rifle company

then the next thing that happen was
i'm posted as a 3IC of the company
that means that i am 3rd in command in that building
but it also meant that i din have a platoon of soldiers attached to me
interacting with men have always been what i wanted
to see the world
to understand where i stand
to understand how we can help one another
everything that i din wanna happen simple came to me