Social Nite
the programme was good
wad i brought back
was more than good
i realise i m a perfectionist
thats y i get disappointed easily
the mc's cock up realy pissed me off
in a way she din't cock up, cos she used her plan n exercised discretion
but in another, she din tell us the plan at all before mixing up all the prizes
i totally dont have to mood n energy to make myself high then
in hindsight
this is not my first time in feeling the similar disappointment
everytime i'm around to take charge
i'm bound to have it
it must be u perfectionism
its time to laugh things out and throw expectations away
less scrowning, less frowning
more smiles n taking things lightly
i really admire melvyck n michelle
their splendid voice is just a small part
its their ability to express themselves to each other that i really marvel
thru songs, thru their voices, thru their smiles and conversation
u noe wad they're feelilng inside
tt's something i needa long time to muster
expression
i guess my whole family faces the same problem
we don't express ourselves sufficiently
so explodes or hides
or do things silently
not like conversing
u do not let out wad urgently needs to go
u do not let out wad others need to hear
instead we let them waste time inferring
spend effort waiting
sometimes, waiting just spoils the mood too
sometimes, expressing just reduces negative hormones
someitmes, expressing is the one solution
and i feel constipated
not 1 time, but many times
failing to pass the message i want others to know
instead, force it down and build up more negative hormones instead
haha... that's me
n it took me quite a long time to realise.
really appreciated my date jingting
she did more than just beingi there
she chatted, she listened, she understood and she helped
despite my frequent disappearance to attend to situations
really wanna thank her alot of times
like i told her, not every date is as great as she can get!
i'm very proud of the decorations and ambience of the ballroom
its very satisfying to c ur own ideas morph into solid and visible scene
i enjoyed social nite!
the programme was good
wad i brought back
was more than good
i realise i m a perfectionist
thats y i get disappointed easily
the mc's cock up realy pissed me off
in a way she din't cock up, cos she used her plan n exercised discretion
but in another, she din tell us the plan at all before mixing up all the prizes
i totally dont have to mood n energy to make myself high then
in hindsight
this is not my first time in feeling the similar disappointment
everytime i'm around to take charge
i'm bound to have it
it must be u perfectionism
its time to laugh things out and throw expectations away
less scrowning, less frowning
more smiles n taking things lightly
i really admire melvyck n michelle
their splendid voice is just a small part
its their ability to express themselves to each other that i really marvel
thru songs, thru their voices, thru their smiles and conversation
u noe wad they're feelilng inside
tt's something i needa long time to muster
expression
i guess my whole family faces the same problem
we don't express ourselves sufficiently
so explodes or hides
or do things silently
not like conversing
u do not let out wad urgently needs to go
u do not let out wad others need to hear
instead we let them waste time inferring
spend effort waiting
sometimes, waiting just spoils the mood too
sometimes, expressing just reduces negative hormones
someitmes, expressing is the one solution
and i feel constipated
not 1 time, but many times
failing to pass the message i want others to know
instead, force it down and build up more negative hormones instead
haha... that's me
n it took me quite a long time to realise.
really appreciated my date jingting
she did more than just beingi there
she chatted, she listened, she understood and she helped
despite my frequent disappearance to attend to situations
really wanna thank her alot of times
like i told her, not every date is as great as she can get!
i'm very proud of the decorations and ambience of the ballroom
its very satisfying to c ur own ideas morph into solid and visible scene
i enjoyed social nite!
posted by Kian Wee at
10:01 AM
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